Sunday, 13 September 2009

and the journey goes on

a fortnight hence and a half since...
my last log and my journey's end...
from the royal isles to the land of rising sun...
with a short visit to the land of the morning calm.

now back in the land of the mountains,
planning for a nearing future...
family and friends have i met
out of the blue in this, as i like to say, bizarre realm.

moving on without a safety net,
new adventures shall come,
new people i shall see,
until the day i finally find home...

to be with her, the one who sings a beautiful song.

Monday, 31 August 2009

post 대한민국

and so time passed, and mistakes were made.
due to a rush of uncontrollable emotions, i made mistake after mistake... i went to this new world looking for a lost love. but under the confusion that my mind is and the jumble that my emotions are, i lost control of myself and most importantly, i lost what i went there for... her.
nonetheless, it was an interesting experience in this new world, indeed new and growing. met some interesting people, got some bad advice, got some good advice and spent more money than i had.
it has been nearly a week that i've come back, and in 3 days i will be back on the other side of the world, reunited with my family for what i hope to be comforting and clarifying. 

my trip to the country of this monKey's beautiful tree served as a painful lesson. all i want now is to start organising myself and become someone greater... so that hopefully she will see my true self and allow me back into her heart. i have chosen a new path for my life, and that involves devotion of which i've never had before... all because of her. nevertheless, i am aware that anything can happen, and i am prepared for anything... even for yet another heart break, if it comes to that... but i hope the best will come of it, for never have i seen such clarity in my life as i do now.
with the help of those around me, i hope to achieve this great goal i've set. and when i get there, i will let you know.

anyhow, lesson learned and back in the country of the rising sun.
not 24 hours passed and there i was again on an airplane... but this time domestic.
we headed to the west, where we met with an old friend. although in 福岡市 for only 3 days, it was the peak of my journey. still suffering a bit from my loss, i met wonderful people who i could chat to about life and everything... people who showed me that all is not yet lost, people who showed me their devotion to life and how they plan to achieve it; a student, a mother, a friend and a short bus ride.
now back at 青木さん s house, completely broke and with an IOU larger than my thick head, i am counting the days to go back to my own home and get things on the move. and somehow i must control my anxiety and keep reminding myself that "the world wasn't built in a day"... patience is (the mother of all) virtue(s). and as i have recently read, "confidence, perseverance, courage, all three in place, then the world is not impossible to do things".

Saturday, 15 August 2009

hanabi

at first, the phone rang at about 12.15pm. naturally, i wasn't going to answer it. firstly, i don't speak the language, and secondly, who would be calling me!? it wasn't 5 minutes later that my friend rushed into the room to wake me up and say, "come on, my friends are waiting downstairs. we're going to the beach for a BBQ!!" 
i was half asleep, trying to make sense of what was going on. so, i jumped into my shorts, put on a shirt, grabbed my sunglasses and was ready to go! few seconds after that, his mates drive up to pick us up and go to the beach. but, naturally as is with every good BBQ party, we stopped at the marked to get some supplies.
with everything packed in the car, we head for the beach, and my friend starts to explain the reason for this BBQ party; there will be fireworks! it's an annual thing, so this had been organised for quite some time. i just happened to be at the right place at the right time.
nevertheless, got to meet some lovely crazy people up for a good time. had drinks, had some food (great as usual), and finished up going to shinax... a typical karaoke place, where each group has their private booth. we were a big group, so it got very wild. people dancing on the table, going mad... even i sang a few songs... trust me, you don't want to be there when i'm singing.
now the funny part; there is a service for drivers here, so that you can actually go out and drink. what happens is, when you are ready to go home, you call this place and they send a driver to drive you home. normally, this driver is driven to where you are and is then picked up by someone else. but last night, we were waiting next to the car, and this guy pulled up on a little scooter, mumbled something that neither of the guys i was with understood, and drove off again. and there we were, waiting for the driver to show up, tired and desiring bed. so, one of the guys decided to call and find out where our driver was. two minutes later, the guy on the scooter shows up again apologising, as they do here. i was just thinking, "right, where will you leave your scooter? will you take a taxi to come back and get it..?" got into the car, not wondering anymore about the driver's scooter, just waiting to set off. some 5 minutes later, the guy apologises again, and at this point i was just thinking, can we go, please!? all of a sudden, my friend turns to me and says we need to make some space for his scooter in the car... ???? excuse me!? and not a second later, this guy is carrying a bag. he actually folded his scooter and it was about the size of a suitcase. talk about efficiency. 

backtracking a bit in the evening; the fireworks, or "flower-fire" as they call it (direct translation). i'm not the kind of person that really enjoys fireworks, but this was surreal. it went on for about an hour and it was exciting, beautiful, dramatic, unexpected.... it started suddenly, without warning, very subtly. one, two... big lights followed by big bangs. then the show started. it's actually difficult to put into words what i saw, but it looked like the creation of the cosmos. explosions sending new stars in every direction, chaotically, yet so elegantly. and many times it came to a halt, when i thought that i had ended. but again, suddenly something happened. an upside-down shower of lights, followed by a main shot up in the sky, which did indeed draw a flower... a flower of light, a flower of fire.
it started and stopped raining a few times, but i was in awe... the rain couldn't bother me, even if the sky fell upon me. i just sat there, like a little child with opened mouth, admiring the show of lights.

don't really need to get into too much detail about the karaoke... not really interesting, just fun. the opportunity to be ridiculous in confined and private space.
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Thursday, 13 August 2009

the return of the tremor

this time, i was sound asleep. nonetheless, i felt the tremor. in my sleep, i thought i was dreaming but then i realised it was for real. however, i was asleep, so it didn't really bother me. when i woke up, i'd forgotten about it. only when i read an email with "quake again!?" as subject, did i realise that it wasn't a dream. there was the plan of going to the beach today, but we were a bit weary of a tsunami... 
and again!!! we went out for dinner, and as i was enjoying a preciously delicious soba, it shook. for a second and a half, some people got a bit worried. i spiritually connected with mother earth and said, "if you want to shake again, no problem. but not while i'm enjoying this amazing food!!!!" so far, result! hopefully it stops for now, otherwise i'll get used to it and will miss it when i move on....

in other news, nothing exciting has happened. apart from having the pleasure and honour of being a guest with 青木家. it brings back memories of my own past, when we would all get together in the little town of bauru. in certain ways, 藤枝 is very similar to bauru, but on the other side of the world. 

asahi in one hand, golden virginia in the other and the most amazing and authentic culinary experience i could ever wish for... could do without the quakes, but then again, it's life experience. not to mention a language i love....

coming soon:
brand new experience - 대한민국
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Monday, 10 August 2009

M6.6 - the unsuccessful sequel

wow... fastest update ever.
aftershock just hit. lasted only a fraction of a second though. but, i wonder how i would've reacted had it been a proper aftershock. just the feeling of it starting again shook me inside... wait, it would shake. it's an earthquake.
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M6.6

how about that... so far, i would say the most exciting thing that happened in the last few days was the tremor that just happened about an hour ago. chiLLing out on the sofa, all of a sudden everything started to shake. it took a few moments to realise what was going on, and once that was out of the way (the realisation that an earthquake was occurring) wasn't as much a 'chiLLing out' on the sofa but more a freaking out on the sofa.
it was quite an interesting feeling, i must say. when you see videos of earthquakes, it seems to be more rigid, but in this case it was rather wobbly... almost soft. a rollercoaster feels more violent. nonetheless, everything started to fall apart; the TV (which is about the size of a small table) danced about like a drunken and there were noises of things falling down. once it was over, the 'freaking out' on the sofa had passed and the 'being frozen' on the sofa started. let's say we were expecting an aftershock, which hasn't come... yet. 
oddly enough, i only processed what had happened about 10 minutes after it was over. only then did i really start to feel the earthquake. something like a photograph, you only see the image some time after you sink the paper in the developer. in honesty, i cannot say i didn't enjoy the experience of being in an earthquake... again.
apart from this exciting news, the only other thing that happened was my staying awake for nearly 48 hours. consequence of not having keys to lock the flat and coffee overdose.
more to come after the next natural phenomenon...
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Saturday, 8 August 2009

lost in time

first entry since arriving in the land of the rising sun. there was an earlier attempt of an entry, but that got scratched out. decided it wasn't suitable.
anyhow, not much to tell really. enjoying it, as you do. have had two nights out, met a beautiful girl that looks like a Jpop-star but works at a car hire, and attempted to sing "save the world" by eric clapton 'slightly' drunk... also had a very nice chat with a very talented 10 year-old pianist, who insisted talking to a foreigner to practise her limited knowledge of english. wonderful!
the eastern worlds have much to offer, yet people seem to not realise how wonderful life can be with simple little things.
anyway, will try and keep things up to date, keeping record of my "adventures".
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Saturday, 1 August 2009

burning rubber

define an era; "a long and distinct period of history with a particular feature or characteristic"

oK, does a year qualify as a long and distinct period of history? most likely... so much happens and changes, one could easily qualify it as an era.
in which case, now is the time to mark the end of an era and the beginning of a transitional phase, when anything can happen.

around me i see people shooting off different directions, into new adventures and old habits. needless to say, people are living their lives as they see it fit. me, just going about, living my life as i see it.... fit? well, as a sail adjusting to the wind. and surely it won't be all the way smooth cruisin' but i'm ready to take it as it comes. 

and so, the transition gives way to a new era, a new chapter in the book of life.
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